I was greeting the 2009 with a different feeling, no count down to wish for good things, no fireworks but cheers and beers. A can of Tiger can make me out!
2008. It was an precious period of time though it was too short to fulfill all the things. I want to pull the time back, or just pause it for a while to prevent the memories from flowing away, to see how much I grow up, and then I would finish the things that I did not try hard enough. But, time is uncarely passing and new things are coming to occupy the new life.
This new year is already here but I have not been well-prepared yet. I think I am in the old year when so big changes has altered my life and beautiful time is yet to be memories. I am scared when time moves, at this moment it is running when I have nothing to plan for this coming year. I woke up quite late this morning and my mind was empty. Tried to finish the novel I borrowed in a mean time before the beginning of new semester, but I cannot. It's about the hard days, "the city in the windy days" when life is bitter, like surving in a no-end road where people keep running and killing each other to satisfy their greedy purpose. They keep rushing to gain the things as much as they can, to finally reach their last common same day.
Am I alike? I am rushing, too. It's too bad for me, I kept running every year and continue rushing this year with aimless pit-stop.
My head is empty.
My stomach is empty... :D
My friend is calling me for cooking. Ayyah!
"Time is not blue
It's choke purple"
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